Keywords : Chronic
Fatigue Syndrome, Fibromyalgia, Multiple Chemical Sensitivity, Estrogen Dominance
Syndrome.
CHRONICAL FATIGUE SYNDROME CURE “HANG
IN THERE… IT WORKED FOR ME!” My
astonishing experience with the PAPIMI Letter by Kathryn Masters-Darling I and everyone around me immediately assumed it was my mind
or my subconscious and explored all my unfinished business with family, God and the
universe in great detail. In fact I became a successful therapist as a result of my
brilliant discoveries, but continued to have health challenges year after year. I tried everything. I mean REALLY everything. I have spend
thousands of dollars and two decades exploring every facet of health solutions from the
most far-out energy work and spiritual healing by renowned saints, to the straightest
allopathic testing. I’ve had surgeries, osteopathy, homeopathy, chiropractic,
acupuncture, (each discipline explored multiple times, long-term, with different
practitioners over the years). I’ve taken every injection and supplement invented,
done 2 years of NAET, extensively tested every diet including raw foods, macrobiotics,
lotsa meat, etc… Oh yes, and I have a degenerative back problem from childhood, and
I’ve practiced yoga for 30 years, done 3 years Alexander Technique teacher training,
years of Continuum, Tai Chi, Aikido, Chi Gong… All this was an incredible journey and I’ve met
wonderful people and received a great deal of benefit. I could direct you on the maze of
all the stuff that’s out there if I had the extra attention available. I gained a
great deal of mastery at surfing multidimensional internal energies and developed the
Motherwavework trainings. I’m grateful to all the bold and creative pioneers who
helped me along the way… But nothing really changed in my baseline health and energy
level until I came across the PAPIMI machine. And more significantly, IT DIDN’T
CHANGE UNTIL I HAD BEEN USING IT FOR OVER A MONTH, THREE TIMES A WEEK! When I first used the machine, I felt that I was being
zapped, but not much more. The next day, I had a few minutes of feeling a new level of
energy in my body, but it soon went away. I tried it again and got a headache, then
realized that I should wait until I finished the course of strong antiparasite drugs I was
on (the PAPIMI potentizes everything!). After I finished my drug course, I went back, and
I got the inner guidance to commit to at least two months of treatment. I’m glad I
did commit now (everything extraordinary seems to come through some kind of commitment)
because for the first few weeks, I got much worse! Now, like you, I know all about healing
crises. Almost every treatment I’ve done which has made me worse has allegedly done
so because I’m having a “healing crisis”. The thing about a crisis is that,
by definition, it shouldn’t last 20 years! What I found was that for the first few weeks of using the
machine, I experienced a sweaty fever and nausea about once an hour, day and night. The
interesting thing was that these symptoms, unlike other “healing crisis”
symptoms I had been through, strongly resembled something my body had been doing on a
milder level once every few weeks since I first got sick. I speculated, with Wendy’s
brilliant, detached support, that my body was finally burning off the deep pathogens,
viruses and other organisms that literally crawl into the depth of your cells in immune
deficiency illnesses like CFS (it’s like a flu that never quite goes away, because it
sabotages your immune system’s ability to fight it). Perhaps what had been happening
for all those years was that my body was trying to get up the energy to clear out the
pathogens (via fever, the main mechanism for doing this) but it could never quite get
above a certain strength to sustain the healing process, due to lack of the deep chi
required. My essential life energy was like an underwater serpent that would rear its head
up out the water for a quick roar, and then submerge again. Once I plugged into the
“instant chi” of the PAPIMI, my body had the resources to fight and keep
fighting (I know it’s “incorrect” to say “fight” but… oh
well!) until some kind of balance was established. I must have gone through about 300
consecutive fevers and it wasn’t fun. Here’s the punchline: then they abated, and I started
experiencing levels of energy and wellbeing I haven’t experienced since…
I’m not sure when. Ever? As a child? Interestingly, my body is still extremely sensitive,
although not to so many multiple allergens that used to knock it out and make me afraid to
go to certain places or eat certain things. But the ability I used to have to override my
body’s actual needs for rest and rejuvenation seems to be geting dismantled along
with my illness. Maybe you could say it WAS the illness! Part of how I was so sick
recently was that I taught dozens of seminars for many years, which required an advance
commitment that obligated me to show up however my body was doing. I became expert at
channeling universal energy so that my teaching was radiant, energetic and inspired, but
my body’s personal chi was so depleted from the CFS that after teaching I would feel
as through I had taken on the energies of everybody in the training plus the whole planet,
and would be disabled by exhaustion and pain. Since I have had my new energy, I’ve
found that I actually can’t override myself in the old way, and that I have to limit
the hours I spend teaching. Obviously this is healthier. I was inspired to write this after meeting several people at Wendy’s Chi center who were checking out the PAPIMI with a few treatments, and then perhaps discarding it as not doing much, or perhaps exacerbating matters. My experience clearly implies that longterm use is required for a breakthrough (and to be clear, I did the other modalities mentioned above for long periods also). Of course, it’s not the cure-all for everything and everyone. Follow your guidance, but include the possibility of a longterm commitment in the options you ask your guidance about. It is okay to get healed by a machine? I’ve thought
about this a lot. If it’s okay to go to a healer and get chi poured into you, why
shouldn’t a machine be used? We live to a machine world, in fact many of our ailments
come from machines, so it makes sense to me that a solution would arise in that domain. And one more thing: For the first few weeks, I sat and
passively let the machine zap me. Then one day, I realized that I could use my skills to
breathe and gently undulate my body and actually feel the energy moving into and through
me. I could interact with it rather than just get “fixed”. This was breakthrough
day for me; I realized that I knew exactly where to put the probe and for how long.
Although you can get helpful advice at first from people who have been experimenting
longer, don’t give away your power to anyone in this or any other healing modality.
If someone tries to tell you how to use the machine and you intuitively feel something
different, politely assent your ownership of your own body and your direct relationship
with the electromagnetic pulse energy the PAPIMI supplies. It’s all experimental.
Nobody has been using the machine for very long in this country; I was one of the first
people to use it in the Bay area and have consistently experimented and I can assure you
from my exalted expert rank that you are the expert! Good luck and pray for clear guidance! Kathryn Masters-Darling (Founder, MotherwaveworkTM) |
